Oh Etnies!

Etnies Girls Sheckler 2 White, Green & Pink Shoe

Buy them for me. Somebody. Please. I beg you. :]
They sexy as hell.

Well okay, actually I'm going to Zumiez tomorrow or Sunday. If they don't have them I'm going to cry. So! I thought of an alternate pair to buy.

These DC: DC Girls Pure SE Grey & Lime Skull Shoe


But I don't like them as much. I still like them a lot but not as much at those Etnies... They sexy as hell.

[dot]ASIA - Don't be Fooled

Sullen Mirage: hey
Keenan: ho
Sullen Mirage: ppl in japan/china can't go to .com pages?
Keenan: Really?
Sullen Mirage: wow i got used to texting on my phone haha
Sullen Mirage: people*
Keenan: What do you mean?
Keenan: Like
Sullen Mirage: https://www.godaddy.com/gdshop/tlds/asia.asp?isc=gtl21&tld=%2Easia

JUST SO YOU DON'T HAVE TO CLICK THAT LINK JUST READ THIS BLOCK QUOTE DIRECTLY FROM THE SITE!

Experts predict that 95 percent of all South Korean households will be wired for broadband Internet by the year 2010. Ninety-four percent of Japanese homes will have broadband access, with Hong Kong, Singapore and Australia expected to be nearly 80 percent wired. By 2010, China will have replaced the US as the largest Internet market in the world.†

The .ASIA top-level domain (TLD) is an ICANN-sponsored domain extension that represents the Asia-Pacific region. A .ASIA domain gives you exposure to the region as a whole, as opposed to individual countries, such as a .JP or .CN extension. This is particularly useful for companies that conduct business in different Asian countries, because securing the .ASIA domain gives you regional recognition, makes it easier to manage your Web presence, and increases your exposure to the growing number of Internet users in the Asia-Pacific region.

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Don't miss your chance to connect with this untapped market. Get your .ASIA now!


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NOTE: THAT'S 19.99/YR FOR A [DOT]ASIA EXTENSION. THEY CHARGE 9.99/YR FOR A [DOT]COM EXTENSION!!!

Keenan: This is hard to explain.
Keenan: .asia is apparently a new dot extension
Keenan: like .com, .biz, .org
Sullen Mirage: i understand that part
Keenan: Country specific sites are tagged with .jp, etc.
Keenan: you can visit those sites but you won't understand them if you can't read the language
Sullen Mirage: unless they put their site in english though right?
Keenan: .asia is a new extension for a specific purpose for the entire asian region
Sullen Mirage: doesnt that depend on the site owner
Sullen Mirage: okay yeah i understand that too
Keenan: while .jp and such are just regular sites, commercial, personal ,etc.
Keenan: Yeah
Keenan: Content is controlled by the owner
Sullen Mirage: im just asking: why does it matter to get .asia if you can still view the sites with other .extensions
Keenan: It doesn't.
Sullen Mirage: so why charge more?
Keenan: It's just more marketing.
Sullen Mirage: oh
Sullen Mirage: thats stupid
Keenan: for something special
Keenan: yeah
Sullen Mirage: since .com domains can still appeal to asian regions right?
Keenan: paying for a 'privilege'
Keenan: yeah
Sullen Mirage: wow...
Sullen Mirage: rip offs
Keenan: Yup.
Sullen Mirage: i bet a lot of asian wanna-bes would use that
Sullen Mirage: LOL
Keenan: Probably.
Keenan: They probably check it out though.
Keenan: if you're in the region
Keenan: Like, I can't register for a .biz or .org name if I don't have the paperwork done.
Sullen Mirage: like "oh em gee! im sooo asian now! im totaly into anime, i cut myself because my parents dont let me go drinking even though im 12 now, and i have no friends because i want to be a loser but want to be cool by being a loser! i wish i were asian! im so glad my website is .xemocutsx.asia!"
Keenan: lol
Keenan: Oh boy, I'm asian. I barely watch TV and I get drunk on a weekly basis because I can't handle living with myself. I know my life sucks and I'm a complete loser and I don't really care what people think of me. I'm nearly 20 and I've got a ton of friends. lalalala www.slitwriststudio.com
Keenan: I win.
Keenan: I'm hungry now.
Sullen Mirage: LOL
Sullen Mirage: omg thats hawt
Keenan: lol
Keenan: I guess.
Sullen Mirage: LOL I SHOULD HAVE MADE THE LINK BE xEMOxLIKESxTRAGEDIESx


Yeah. That's the end of the conversation. But I'm just curious to know how many people know where I got the xemoxlikextragediesx from. Probably her cousins or brother. I don't know if there are 'x's inbetween each word but it sounds like her anyways. haha. I'm such a bitch these days. Single life <3 Nobody nagging at you to be nice to others. Hahaha. I love it.

Itz Ma Boi Twitch

TwitcH: you, are the greatest most kind hearted young ladiee i know these guys out here are not worth it. your more than just some stupids guys that played you, there should be no anger just think about it as a learning experience everytime, if you get played fuck it oh well you know waht we all get fucked over

Thanks.

Destiny is a load of bullshit. [Short]

Destiny is a load of bullshit.
For now I'll make this simple and ignorant.
Probably in the future there will be another blog with the same topic.
Less ignorant.

Destiny is a load of bullshit.
Why does destiny decide when innocent people die?
Is it really destiny that makes people take hostage and tortures others until death?
No.

Best Wishes

Don't call.
Don't answer.
Don't speak.
Don't see.
Don't listen.
Don't like.
Don't love.
Don't want.
Don't cry.
Just stop.
Do nothing.
All I can do.

Happy LATE LATE birthday Wai!

Happy birthday to you too, Wailin Wong! My big cousin! You didn't answer your phone when I called you out to hang out for your birthday because you were sleeping, lame! Haha oh well. You're getting old too. Geez... I need more friends my age. All of yous going to leave me!

Bday on: July 2nd.

Happy VERY late birthday Kenneth

Yeah so I was thinking about July birthdays and I guess I never posted yours because that was the period I stopped blogging for a while. Happy LATE LATE LATE birthday Kenneth! You're twenty now! Not a teen anymore oh geez! I known you for so many years now. My daddy gettin' to be an old man! Hahaha just kidding! Well not really but then again yes because as many days you get older I get older the same amount of days too... We should hang out sometime soon. Haven't seen you since my birthday at the china town fair loserrr...

By the way I know a couple Kenneths. I'm talking about Kenneth Leung. Not Wu. :]

Bday on: July 1st

Happy Birthday Tammy

Tammy! My little cousin! Tori if you read this one she asked about you and when you're going to come over to play with them haha. I don't know how but she remembers you.

Hope she has a happy birthday today too. I should call her... She's nine now. My little cousin getting so big :D

Happy Birthday Gary

Hope you had a good birthday yesterday, Gary! :]

Vlog?

So I've been watching peoples' "vlogs" and I decided I wanted to make one of my own or start "vlogging" too. For those of you who don't know a "vlog" is a video diary or journal. Yes. I made one. But I deleted it. I'm a terrible public speaker and I feel as if I was talking to myself when I was making it which made me feel a bit crazy. I didn't even watch the full thing because I was muttering, mumbling and such.

Anyways since I'm not doing any vlogs (at least without somebody else) I guess I'll just post it here.

I saw Chris twice in about two weeks since I believe February when we met on the number 8 Halsted bus. Interesting how we live about a block away from each other and never talk. Also how my neighbor to my right and I haven't seen each other since her quinceañera or however you spell it. My neighbor two doors down from my left and I only see each other when passing by on our way or from wherever we're going. Both of these girls are my age. Am I anti social?

Oh yeah. I have a blister on my right heel and it's pissing me off because it hurts like a mother fucker and I really need new shoes. I hate having no money. Ugh. Someone go shopping with my downtown tomorrow. Or sometime this week. Before Wednesday preferably.

I should go to Walgreens like I've been planning for the past three hours... Or maybe Fair Play. I want my teddy grahams. I need more midnight snacks in my bedroom. I ate all of mine. And if somebody knows how to make jell-o please assist me because I have two boxes of jell-o and I have absolutely no idea how to make them. I feel like baking a cake. Or cookies. Whichever is less costly... Shoes first.

Jason's party is August 7th yay. Adrian's wedding is on August 2nd. That's sooner. Maybe I should have typed them in order. Oh well. Right now I'm just typing whatever comes to mind. I wonder how much of this people would actually read. Considering only a few people read my blog. I was surprised when I found out wachu reads my blog. It's been a while since I've seen her too. But she doesn't live close so it's not as pathetic and she is moving to Indiana. I'll miss her.

Okay. For real. I'm going to go get my Teddy Grahams now. And if I'm not doing that I got side tracked again. Oh wait. Before I leave check out these three videos uploaded yesterday. And someone remind me to type up the blogs I wrote but never typed from June or whenever they were dated. They're old news but I still feel I should type them to remind myself. Although I don't know why I need to remind myself of events I lived.

KL - Shake It
KL Singing (Audio)
Jenny Quacking

And this video was taken a while ago and recently uploaded as well:
Egyptian Dancing

They're all a complete waste of your time to watch but I suggest you watch them anyways.

Anger Problems Part III by Keenan J.

I'll admit I have anger problems and that they're fairly severe. I start punching the wall when I get angry, in other cases I'll take the back end of a crowbar to the wall. And this self-destruction, ooh boy it's getting me nowhere. But I don't really care about myself, not at all. I couldn't give two shits about myself and my problems take all the self-loathing and pain I've got to silence.

Read the Rest of Keenan's blog. [Click]

Also read the poem U.S.S. Suicide (On The Knifepoint) on the same blog.

The Plan

Jade says:one day i might sneak into your house and rape you at night
Jade says:not tonight. one day though
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:hahas
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:i will burn you =D
Jade says:ouch!
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:since im hot
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:hahahas =D
Jade says:LOL
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:then imma start singing that song
Jade says:omg silly
×ZëЯø× (text me!!!) says:THIS IS WHY IM HOT!
Jade says:lol!!!

Forgot to Block

Ugh. The only and last person I want to talk to IMed me. I forgot to block the screen name. Stupid me.

China Town Fair

July 20, 2008.

Fifteen. Hm.

Only three more to go.

Only thirty-five left.

It all has gone so fast.

Let's Address the Haters

Just a short rant because I'm cold and I don't have too much time to deal with haters. I'll just say this: If you want to talk shit about me say it to fuckin' face. Call me a hoe, slut, bitch, anything you want. I really don't care because all the haters that keep talking don't have the nerve enough to come say it to my face.

Oh just for Iris Carr, (who used to be one of my closest friends by the way but fuck that bitch now haha) I'll say it all ghetto like how you talk: Ay bitch ya funna be talkin shit bout me i aint even funna trip yet cuz all yall girls n all yall hatin on me need to shut the fuck up cuz i can fuck you up. N if yall cant say shit to my face den all yall hoes r fuckin pussy ass bitches. N i know u and none yall girls funna say shit to mah face bitch. da skool already got bets on who funna win in a fite n girl u aint got much money on ya. So keep hatin' from your distance cuz you aint shit to come up to me.

Haha. I would suck at being ghetto if I tried. Oh i love haters.

Kayla is Adorable

So today I stayed home. Watched TV. Hellboy was on FX and it's a pretty good movie. I liked it. Then went to go to walgreens to get nail polish remover because Kayla spilled nail polish on the carpet in Emily's bedroom.

Pretty boring day. I called Angela though! I haven't talked to her since... last week! But I haven't seen her since last June. I miss her so much. She's like a sister to me. And she's getting married! I'm so happy for her. Her and Ryan (her boyfriend obviously) are looking for a house in Indiana. She's leaving me :[. Oh well. She's so happy with him, I'm glad for her. :]

Except just about five minutes ago Kayla was being adorable and was trying to pull me out of my computer chair so I could let her into the bathroom. Emily and Brandon were brushing their teeth and they locked her out. I don't know why but it was so cute. Haha.

Off Grounding!

Yay! I woke up this morning and my dad told me I could go out with my friends a day early because it's nice out. I met up with Stann and Andy then we went to Feng's house. We watched "One Missed Call" the Japanese horror movie and it sucked! Don't watch it. It's a waste of your time. I'm trying to figure out what was worse. This movie or Suicide Club. Ugh. Wasted my time. Anyways then Gary came and the boys started playing basketball. Stann and I went to get some food from Ricobene's and I left not too long after we ate at Feng's. Mmm cheeseburger. Thanks for payin', Stann.

My dad called to say that he was going to pick me up and we went to Navy Pier with the family. It wasn't boring but it could have been more fun. Hmm it was missing some crazy asians I know. Ate there, walked around, didn't do much. Oh and don't get Cake Batter Ice Cream. It tastes so bad after the first three spoons. Ugh. I don't know how my dad finished it.

Came home around nine. Watched television. Downloaded some music. Now I'm writing this. I'm about to go to bed in a little bit.

Rest In Peace

To Luis's boy Juan. Rest in Peace on 07.12.2008

Nevermind It Was Never Mine

Every song I listen to reminds me. I can't stop thinking but I can't keep my thoughts together. Every song I hear seems to either make me yearn for what I don't have or feel even worse because I missed my big shot. And my playlist is on shuffle. You would think that some random Sum41 song would come on, right? These feelings don't mean a thing. I don't know if I feel like I'm missing it or if I'm happy about the situation. Actually I'm definately happy. Just at the same time I'm not. Or I don't know if I should feel used and played. I do feel played though. I keep thinking about the first day. Then the day it went away. And now. And then I get lost. Nevermind; it was never mine.

Happy Birthday Matty!

Happy Birthday, "MattU"!

You are now an old man. :]

Luis's First Tattoo

I won't even make my comment. But Luis, you really been letting your appearance down lately since the last time I saw you. What happened to lookin' good for the ladies? Stop working so much and relax a couple days.

Taek's Blog

A Social Commentary For Truth

It's Keenan's blog! Yay! Check it out. You'll be amazed. It's the closest thing to the truth you find these days. Look in depth and rethink about the world around you. He's an amazing writer, a brother I wish I had, and a great photographer. He's so multitalented we better convince him to put it to some good use! Hehe. Just playing Keenan, you know that! <3 Love that boy. Anyway, yeah. Definately check it out.

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July 4th & 5th & 6th

July Fourth

IT WAS BORING AS HELL! Ugh. I got stuck with the family since I was grounded and all. We went to Six Flags to watch the fireworks. Which we didn't even really see. It was pretty gay. I didn't go on rides 'cause we were in the kid sections. I hate having younger siblings. Can get annoying. The show was gay. Then we thought the fireworks were at another place in the park so we were fighting the crowd to get to the best place to see them but those weren't the real fireworks for the show or whatever. We were in the parking lot when the real firework show started. It was pretty lame. Went home and watched some from outside the house since my lame ass couldn't go to that party or downtown with Luther, Ry, and Frankie.

July Fifth

I stayed the night at my cousin's house and we were drinking. It was fun but I fucked up a bit that night. Anyways before we started drinking we were just talking and noticed our family is so fucked up haha. We're all so distant. My oldest sister doesn't talk to anyone in the family unless they give her money or whatever she wants. My mother is a screw up. My second oldest sister, my cousin David, and I are pretty much the only ones who keep in contact. No offense to Adrian if he read this but his fiance (who he is to wed August 2) has a right leash on him and has to ask permission to see his own brother (for those who don't know my family, that would be David). Nobody in the family really cares about each other it seems like. Other than that it was just fun talking to David about whatever came to mind. Work, school, relationship, hanging out, television, music, the usual conversation. Then we played circle of death and this other game I forgot what its called but it reminds me of frogger. Its like you lay five card out and you gotta guess whatever the next card is. Something like that. It was fun. He got messed up real bad. Haha. Passed out on the couch real early.

I stayed in his bedroom all night and didn't sleep at all until after we went out for breakfast the next morning. All night I kept hearing someone outside the door walking around and I thought it was him so I would go check to see but he'd always be in the same place. I thought it was really odd. Next morning he told me his room is haunted and some old lady died in the house and you can hear her walkinga round at night. He didn't tell me 'cause he knew I wouldn't sleep. Haha. He's right. She kept me up all night still. I went for a walk in the middle of the night too. It was cold as hell. I decided I should go back inside though because it was in the suburbs and someone would definately notice I'm walking all over trying to walk straight haha.

July Sixth

My cousin and I went to Oliver's house (his boy he's real close with) and it was fun I guess. It's a zoo in his house for real. His dog just had puppies and she look nasty as hell. She don't give a shit about her puppies haha. They were crying for her and Oliver had to pretty much force her to go feed them. Haha. He had some cute ass kittens too. I wanted to keep one but I don't have anywhere to put them. I think he probably still has them so if anyone is interested in some cute ass kittens and some new born pups just tell me, I'll ask David. Oliver's trying to get rid of them. They were so adorable.


Here's the kitty I wanted to take. Isn't he adorable? Jian said he looks messed up though. Tch. Hater. He says he wants kittens like the ones he was taking care of before for Karmen. Loser, this one was way cuter! Anyways, that cat scratched the shit out of me. I have claw marks on my chest and all over my hand still. I think the dog was scaring him. Too bad I can't have a cat in my house. Snoopy would be scared of it haha. Sissy dog of mine. And also Anne is allergic. Someone tell Jian to take care of the kitty for me!

July 3, 2008

I had a lot of fun even though I didn't see many fireworks. Haha. Lets see. Met up with everyone at James Ward. Stann was there too so we were with him for a bit in china town to wait for Justin to get off work. Then hung out at old park in China Town with Ellen (Wu) while the boys (Kenneth, Jason, Nick) went to pick up Justin.

After we got downtown it was crowded!! We visited Justin's work first just to piss him off (i don't know why it did but he didn't want us to go there). Then went off to the taste. Ricky was supposed to take me on the ferris wheel thing so I saved some ticket but that boy never did! Lame ass! (Yeah Ricky, I just said that 'cause I know you're reading this, loser) By the way, the taste was EXPENSIVE!!! And I didn't even use all my tickets. Tch.

At one point we lost Kenneth and about an hour later he called all like "What the fuck?! Where are you guys!?" It was impossible to get anywhere there too. Ellen and I went to get some more food and we weren't even moving 'cause the crowd was so big for the fireworks and stuff.

Oh then Keenan's ride broke down not far away. Haha. Sucked. Justin went with me to go meet up with Keenan and I got my camera and I got to see Keenan! Yay! His new camera is kick ass. By the way, THANK YOU SO MUCH Keenan!

Well I couldn't get a ride home from Justin's sister and my dad wouldn't let me take CTA home alone so he picked me up from the Halsted Orange Line and I was grounded since he had to get me at 12:30am. I'm still grounded actually. I haven't been able to use the computer or go out since the third except I was being extra helpful today and got to use the computer. Yay... It seems so boring now though. Ricky told me to write in my blog.

Deleted the Second Video

So the day after I made the second video (yes the one where I sounded ghetto as hell to my non ghetto friends) I deleted it from youtube. I decided that it was really immature and pointless to make a video on youtube about a flaming comment. Oh geez. Caught up in the angst some more and then the next day calmed down again. That's the reason. And for those emails I got flaming and shit saying why did I delete it? Hell no it isn't because I'm a lame ass. It's because I know better and because I ain't no dumb bitch that need the internet to say something about someone. And to answer questions, yes, I did go to her house. She had her mother say she out for a walk.

Happy Birthday Pavich!

Hey July 11 was Freckle's birthday! Stupid ass doesn't have a phone anymore so I couldn't call him but here's a shout out to him anyway. Happy birthday, punk ass!!!

Re: Comment on "Re: Im Sorry Jade"

By the way, the comment I was making the video about said this:

"oh wow, nice soundtrack and EDITING to your video. did you feel so superior while making this video? If your going to do a video response and its about something important you really should'nt consider background music, because maybe i would like to HEAR what your saying. But really I dont care what your saying because you dont even understand my fucking story. I did consider you a best friend but you never considered me. It didnt feel like we were best friends, and i do blame myself partially for that fault. So, yes you can rant all you want, its what you do best jade. You can also look all high and mighty with your Windows Movie Maker, but really your just as low as everybody else. ADIOS."

Re: I'm Sorry Jade [YOUTUBE VIDEO]

I Took Too Long

So, it's been about three months and I've decided to take a chance. Before I even got to him I found out he has a girlfriend. Or at least an almost girlfriend. I guess I missed me chance, huh?

Note To Self: Don't leap before you look. You could get hurt.